I'm totally boreddddddddddddddddddddddd.
that's why I'm blogging now, or should I say, I'm trying to blog right now without falling asleep.
I've got nothing to blog about, 'cept maybe how bored I am and whether there are ways to alleviate my boredom.
yea, but it's like, i've lenghthened everything, everysentence, everyword...its kinda immpossible to type a 1000 word blog entry on how bored my dreary life is....
so, to alleviate my dear readers from their suffering, i shall have to end here.
till next time!

souless;9:58 AM

i can't stand it. Up till now, i still can't seem to understand. i mean, i've been in this world for like close to a decade and a half(almost typed century..*shudders* wonder how would i look like when i'm a century old.) actually, to be exact, 14 years, 10 months, and a couple of days.

And, i still don't understand us. Yea. us- students; human beings.
We had practice on monday and, we got punished for talking repeatedly. we had to run like 6 rounds around the parade square. Not that i'm complaining cuz, come to think of it, its good exercise.
We had practice today(9 to 530) and, yea, we juts couldn't control our big fat mouths. the leaders were punished.

Our mouth is on our faces.
Its our mouth.
Its our muscles.
Its our nervous system.
Its our body.

By rights, we should be able to control every single part of our body.
Dont we breathe without fail day in day out?
Don't we remember to wear some form of clothing?
Dont we remember to strip before stepping into the shower.
Ain't i typing what i want to type now?

Then, why can't we control our mouths?
Its just a little black hole (not the black hole)
We can talk.
Im not saying we should not talk at all.
Just know whens the right time to talk and when's not the right time to.
Its that simple. (or so it seems)

Ya know, there's this seven letter word in the dictionary;
somewhat similar to talking
Its whisper.
yea. whisper. Don't yell.
That would make things slightly better.

Only slightly better.
But, that's an improvement, isn't it?
Any form of improvement is good.
But, the best thing is still,
to practice self control.

Just shut up when someone else is talking.
Just shut up when someone else is presenting.
Just shut up when someone else is teaching
Just shut up when someone else is performing.
Just shut up when you know its not time for you to talk.

Other times,
Like when others are done with their teaching,
When others are done with their talking,
When others are done with their whatsoever stuff,
You are free to open your mouth to talk, to chat...

Perhaps it's easy for me to say.
But i guess, it would be reeeaally difficult to carry this out.
I guess we all need some kind of tool to remind us.
Maybe a noise decibel gauge,
which gives off an alarm when the noise level starts to get outta hand.

souless;6:10 PM

haha.
knight's back-once again.
anyway, i just found out-correction: i found out a sec ago, that handling two blogs wasnt/isnt as easy as i thought.
And, i found out that my layout is/was very problematic. the words appears super big and all stuck together (um..issit just me or issit happening to everyone who decides to drop by.) also, i was likda(this is the result of wanting to type fast, trying to type two words together...i had meant to type 'like kinda', but ended up thinking and typing too fast that i typed 'likda') getting sick of seeing my blog look soo pathethically dark and yea 'orrible(it pains me to type out all of this hurtful comments 'bout my own blog ya know.)

also, as i think lynnette knows, ive bene having problems with my speech not so long ago.strange huh.
again, i process information too quickly...btw, before i speak, there's this weird thing that happens or i think happens...
Its like, i kinda have a feeling what i am gonna say, and then i say it out. the words would somewhat, like ink on paper be written or typed(wadever) in my head. (i/m serious here) okay, then i would abviously say what i wanted to say...but then, my tongue would get twisted(i menat tongue tied; but i'm just too lazy to delete whatever i have typed) adn the words would appear jumbled together, like the likda from earlier on.

hmmm. maybe i shall use likda as a short form from now onwards. anyway, i find its usage cute..(don't any of you copy hor..)*smirk*
mumbles to self: i must buy the patent rights to likda. (like the tong xin yuan, the seven pm show on chnl 8, the chocolate fishballs, the cheese fishballs, the big goat (i meant dayang-who for those who dont watch the show, is a name of one of the characters.)kinda funny eh? NO? waddaya mean by NO.)
hahah
jk only...

guess i'd better go look for a blogskin.bah.
seeya.

souless;6:34 PM

i've checked.
and, i've got a total of 112 posts. This is my hundred and third one. hah. Didn't know that i'd make it that far, thought i would have given up after a few months...seriously, having a blog is-tiring. Extremely tiring. Anyway, guess you guys can guess by now that, whenever i blog, it means that maple is undergoing some form of crappy-ass patch thingo at the moment. And that, my advice to you guys is that i'm in the disturb-me-and-you-will-get-it phase. Later, if maple is still not ready or when the administrators somewhat extend the time, i would move on to the don't-let-me-see-you-or-you-will-suffer stage.

Enough of this crap already. anyway, its a wonder i haven't got tired of maple. Actually, i'm kinda forcing myself to stay away from the com(stop the sniggering please. i know it sounds unreal, but, just pretend. And i'll pretend i don't know you were pretending. Oh gawd. who knows what the crap i am blogging about now. -_- Guess this is the aftereffects of being too bored. hold on...i'm NOT suppossed to be bored. I still have homework to complete. Its still rotting away in my bag. Bleh).

Chanting to self: must not stop.
must continue
must continue blogging
must continue typing
no matter what crap comes out
no matter what bullshit pours out
one word
three syllabus
eight letters
starts with 'C'
ends with 'E'
must comtinue...

If you must know, my eccentric behaviour(if its so obvious that it shows up) due to the fact that i have resolved(just a second ago actually) that, this post would be my longest post, ever. actually, i hope, that it would be my longest post .

Its relaxing, to listen to the pattering of the rain, the gentle rolling of the thunder, coupled with some background music, prefably the one i'm listening to right now-the CD yuxin had so kindly gave me. ahhh. i feel sleeply. guess i shall ever so reluctantly dig my homework out and get to work. sigh.

tata. ^(00)^

ps: knight rawks...

souless;3:32 PM