Saturday, January 21, 2006

my com's been givin' me priblems lately-probably of the many online games installed ><.
its been not responding...keeps hanging, keeps lagging in games. =.=
ANd...baoren's pissed that i did not ask him whther he wanted to come along with us for the movie (we'd be watching memoirs of a geisha later on btw). He told me something like that:
i'm pissed
i ask : y?
he says: i'm pissed cuz u all din ask me. fullstop. byebye.
i say: *explains* *explains*
-no reply-
i give up.
I didn't know he wanted to come along. He's not replying to me on msn-a sign that's he seriously pissed. He should be allright on monday-i hope.
Argh. have li

souless;11:38 AM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Been darn friggin' busy these past few weeks. I haven't even time to sneak a look at my blog >< actually i'm doin' exactly that right now...
anyway, gotta test comin' uup tomorrow-physics of all subjects. Lol. Finished 'studying'. Up till now, i don't fully understand what 'studying'actually means. I mean, issit what i think it is? Cramming facts that doesn't make sense at all into your head?! that's kinda ridiculous (This kinda reminds me of harry potter shouting out a spell..) hee..
Or issit memorising the whole of a textbook? Those authors authoring textbooks sure have it easy. They write or should i say type out LONG sentences. Our job as students? We remember em' - by heart *takes out heart and puts textbook inside* Dam. i think im getting a lil' cranky out here. better end. Um.. does this phrase authors authoring textbooks make any sense??? hope it does..
Gonna continue 'studying'. i mean that i'mmm gonna try and stuff my physics textbook into my heart. =) sick.

souless;9:54 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

Its 2006. Just turned 15 around a week ago. Some people in my year would soon be turning 16 or some of em; are 16 already. I don't feel any different. The countdown was, okay. I used the word okay, cuz if i asked myself truthfully, i guess it was kinda normal, me shouting my head off- 3 2 1...happy new year. Guess the joy of staying up and counting down has somewhat worn off over the years.

New year, New enviroment, New feelings.
Can't believe i'm in sec 4...LOL i don't have that kind of maturity that most people have yet. I still feel young... weird feeling-the kind that doesn't wanna accept that i'm growin' up and have to shoulder MORE responsibilities. I feel taht i'm not yet ready. Think Peter Pan. The boy who lived. Um..the boy who lived?! isn;t that harry potter..

Correction: the boy who stays the exact same age forever.

right now, on teh news, someone is saying something like: "i'm very optimistic about two oh oh six........no disasters....."

hah. Anyway, I've been lookin at the calander, and lookin for the next holiday. Turns out its only a week away-actually, exactly a week away. 10th January- hari raya

Woo HOO!!! i'd sure be LOOKIN" forward------------------>*looks* to that tuesday.

new year resolution no. 6: i'd lay off on booze after hearin all those disgusting noises on new years' eve.

new year resolution no. 7:No more last minute revision(tho i think that'll take me ages gettin outta the habit.)

new year resolution no. 8: Revitalise my brain cells so i don't keep forgettin important stuff (like where i placed my tie-luckily for my mum-and br) actually, i have absolutely no idea how to improve my memory. Would appreciate opinions on this.

new year resolution no. 9: Don't give up halfway while reading chinese comic books(esp if they're in fan ti zi that kind.)

new year resolution no. 10: try to resolute all my resolutions(um..does this make sense?!?! dunno.)

Bak to lunch.
BB

souless;12:58 PM

HER

better known as knight, her blog marks her progress from...yea what else, form the day she started blogging till, yea well, right now.

o.O
HER

better known as knight, her blog marks her progress from...yea what else, form the day she started blogging till, yea well, right now.

HER PETS

my pet!

DEATH

Death

Death's the only option.
It's the best distraction.
From tons of piling homework,
crushing ma' beneath.

Death's the only option
it's the best attraction.
The gates of hell are open
not all places ere' are taken.

Death's the only option,
cuz heaven's not fer' ya'.
Golden gates of 'eaven,
never for u will it be opened.

Death's the only option
it's just waitin at the road junction
Rusty gates of hell,
swings open fer ya'

Hell's minions fill the place
like blackheads on my face.
a facade of lies enshrouds all,
cowebs hanging, ev'rything looks tall.

Death's the only option.
It's the best selection.
Listen to me an'
You can never go wron'...(to be continued the next time round when i have another bout of depression.)
-knight
copyright 26/4..^^




All things on earth must coexist.

Good.
What exactly is good?
Evil.
What exactly is evil?

If good alone exists,
no one would see it as good.
If evil alone exists,
no one would see it as evil.
If there were no good in this world,
evil would not have existed.

If heroes alone exist,
not one person would see them as heroes.
If bad guys alone exist,
not one person would see them as bad guys.
If villians did not exist,
there would not be any heros.

If justice alone existed,
no one would see it as justice.
If injustice alone existed,
no one would see if as injustice.


If one had only known happiness,
one would not have understood sadness.

If there were no laws,
There would not be any law-breaking.

If one had only encountered kindness,
one would not have knowm what selfishness was.

If one had only experienced day,
one would not have known night existed.

It's a matter of co-existing.
Everything in this world,
Exists.
For a purpose.

Something needs to exist,
before another can.

i don't even know if this makes sense
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